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Just wanna be with you ~

2010年12月31日星期五

Happy New Year~2011

Today is first day of 2011.
So excited ,2010 is gone~Perhaps,i miss 2010 but i also looking forward 2011.Ready to challenge to 2011.
2010发生了很多东西,也改变了很多东西。生活,朋友,感情和亲情。。。开此到学院上课,认识了不同的朋友,有了一段恋情,亲情开此转好。。。很开心^^
虽然需要适应一个新的环境,所以我跟加独立。在这新的环境里,我认识了一群我意想不到的朋友,疯狂,不分你我,融入,分享。。也在一位朋友当中,认识了他,呆呆木木的他。虽然有时很气~真的很巧,就这样认识了他。缘分吗?巧合么?因为我没想过会有一段恋情。。虽然当时还在寻找。也没想过在这样的地方巧碰,真的很意外,只是碰巧的遇到同班的女性朋友,他就在其中。说真的,它一点也不耀眼。似乎对他的印象是0,哈哈。。之后就开此联络和聊天。现在已经在一起3个月了。很快吧!亲情转好,最然之前有过不开心的事。可是,开吃转好了^^真的很开心。一切都变得完美。。
LOVE YOU 2011~安定阿拉so say goodbye to 2010。。。。

2010年12月9日星期四

i miss u,dear...


I miss u when u r not here,i miss u even though u r mine^^,i miss u because i love u,i miss u because your my everything,i miss u when i'm be alone,i miss u because i wan to see u~~~





Dear~~


2010年12月8日星期三

Wednesday,8/12/2010

Today is a bored day,nothing can do.
Perhaps,last day we went for photo shooting,be a one day model^^......erm......tiring but quite enjoyed n funny,bcause we need to think out the pose for the photography...hahaha,for the professional photography....taken many pics from them,first,we went to Titiwangsa,then Klcc...
On the day,we wake up early in the morning,my eyes really tired bcause last nite we're late to slept n keep yam cha at outside..XD!Started to bath ,make-up,hair decoration,photo shooting.
On Night,Dear come setapak found me to having the dinner^^,we went to wangsa walk.Actually ,the food is not bad but too tight-fisted.Alll the foods are just little even the plate is looks big but the pasta just oni few.Its ok narh,i wan diet wat^^,hahahaha!
After we ate the dinner,thought just wan walk around the shopping mall.But,we choose to watched movie's,Lelio's Popo.If i no wrong to spelling the movie's name.hee........
Erm......inside the cinema is cold like the hell some more i wear short pants .Be tahan!!Jut hold tight dear hand to get the warmth.We bought the couple seat ,first time to sit the couple seat.Not bad^^,bcause separate vit other seats...n can enjoyed it vit ur beloved as long as well.......
Today,dear go to Langkawi vit his family lorh,4 days....4 days we cant contact to each other.Bcause he no bring his hand phone,4days without his news.......miss him so~but i still hope he enjoy the trip,n relax him self.Additionally,Langkawi is a place that i love it so much since i went it bfore.I love the environment ,i love the resort that i live ,the most important is i love beach so much.......

2010年12月3日星期五

Hard to explaination my feeling nw....

Yesterday celebrated the birthday to u vit your dear family^^....enjoyable n excited. But,when u went setapak fetch me, i thought u r felt moody n something gonna happened from u. bcause we no said anything in the car.That moment is silent n awkward.Lastly, he started asked me something"How to go zhen jiang?".........(started chatting).........our subject of talk r started by the moment ...COLD STARTING.
Actually, i'm so afraid because this is my first time to celebrated your birthday to u n the most afraid is celebrated birthday party vit ur family~pheww........^^
i still remember when u saw my present,u said"why want spend money to bought the present for me?" n i keep saying "u see first"......."what is tis?",tis word u already said 4 times to me.....haha.so cute....^^luckily u no said"what is this?",sure sad if u said this word to me,because it really look like a scout what....when u open the present,my hands are getting sweat n sweat....n cold.Because i'm so afraid ><......totally afraid.I scare u doesn't like the present that i send for u. Besides,inside the box have a birthday card too n inside the birthday card i wrote something for u...SECRET~hope u get my point^^.........i waste 2 slides of paper to wrote it.....bcause i need certain whether the words r correct not n what pen i suppose to using(triple check it). I LOVE U,dear........even day n night......even months n years.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DEAR~~MUACKSS~~~~

2010年12月2日星期四

Happy Birthday,dear~~~




Happy Birthday,dear.Hope u hav a memorable birthday..
So tension bcause it my first time to celebrate the birthday party to u,hope every thing will be fine n nice~

2010年11月26日星期五

Sweet Girl Wallpaper for your phone

Sweet Girl Wallpaper for your phone

Finally~~


Finally i can write blog .This week damn busy till forget something which is very important for me.I forget to write the date "23/11/2010"^^......Finally,i wrote in my status "
♥23/11/2010♥,Dear Andy Ng Wei How bc till forget to write,sorry ya....^^Love u."haha...i tag his name...

Dear~~~I LOVE U so much,so much n so much~~2 months lor^^

2010年11月18日星期四

18/11/2010~normal day


my dear seriously to ate his meal,YUMMY^^

Yesterday is a enjoyed day.....although 16th i cried..hee.....But ,i rreally enjoyed it....my wednesday~Morning.....my dear dear called me woke up(9:00a.m).Then ,i prepared n prepared....brush teeth,bath ,make up n so on....
9:45a.m,dear is coming n .....he wait me at the outside of house..haha...bcause yeasterday i cried wat,so the punishment is waiting me XD...
Futhermore,bought the tickets "UNSTOPABLE".Moreover, ate our breakfast at CHILI's restaurant,but we wait our meal till 30-40mins already.....quite pek cek.But,chatting n chatting .Aftertat,shopping n shopping,to waited the time of movie...hahaha....move around..1U,XD.Actually,the movie's quite interested ,stimulation n tension.Additionally,i ate dinner vit his family and dear granma.First time to meet her^^,quite tension.But granma looked so young,not looking like a person tat already 60-70 years old.
I really enjoyed it......
Especially,i snap some pics from my dear...hahaha(first time)....

2010年11月16日星期二

16/11/2010.......badly day~




烂透的一天,糟糕的一天。
因为你的话,那伤人的话。狠狠的伤了我。。。我哭了再哭。仿佛停不下来。“相信,使爱情的解药。有了它,就没有障碍。如果,一段感情没有,相信,那。。。一段感情没有解药,还能做什么呢?”
不只是这个,还有其他的小细节,你也没把它取利的完善。很多瑕疵。。。虽然,那是小细节,可是往往小细节才是最伤人。一些不轻易说出口的话,一些令有意思的话。都是从小细节里最致命的伤。
你只会叫我不要再提,忘记刚所发生的事,原谅你。除了说要我原谅你,难道就不能细心点的哄我?难道就不能说下较浪漫的话?你都没有~只是怕我生气。其实,说真的我并没有生气,只是很伤。真的很想找解药。这次是我第三次为男生哭得那么伤。1。爸爸 2。初恋 3。你! 很久没哭到那么伤过了。因为你,因为你,因为你,因为我爱你!

2010年11月15日星期一

今天15/11/2010


今天不知道怎么了,还真有点气你。说不出的气。。。
不喜欢你一直玩电脑游戏,不喜欢你久回我,不喜欢你突然不见。。。不喜欢你突然下线!!不喜欢!!!!>< 可是,你确是。
i love u too
i miss u too
the person who always keep washing
the person who always skeching
the person keep say mei you la
^^
看了这还真的很开心,有感动。因为,你不岑在一分钟内写那么多给我。因为我是有心机的,我就是要你说,要你写,所以之前都在哄你。可是。。。。都是写的,真的很想你用行动来证明,对!就是现在!不过,没有可能吧。。。。想太多了。有时,我们俩不知道是坦白呢还是真的没秘密。可是,有时候我不想那么坦白有时候有些东西真的很想你去猜去想这样才浪漫才有惊喜。其实,在你面前我不是一个想说出自己要的是什么。因为,我要你去猜想我到底要的是什么。如果每一样事都要说得明明白白清清楚楚,那还有什么意思呢?

2010年11月8日星期一

2010年11月4日星期四

Is time for me to miss my dear^^

Today ,he went to Kuantan vit his family...n i staying at home without anything that i can do~so....is time for me to miss HIM^^......miss a person which is so important for me...although i no go the trip vit them,but i still hope they're enjoy the trip^^....
Hmm.....thinking my plan for the holiday....should i go to buy my sport shoes or just stay at home to waiting somebody invite me??BORED ah~
Actually,tomorrow my class mates cal us go to THE CURVE,but no transport to go neh?HAIZ><...
I have no idea.....!!!
All of my fren go for the trip....some go to genting,some go to cameron.....some go to melaka.......but me.........staying at home.JEALOUS.....><.........!!!hahahahaha......
Today,we celebrated b'day to pk n ding dong......surprise^^.......normally,it surprise to ding dong...bcause her isn't today....her b'day is 07th11m in sunday.But some of them bac to the home town,n cant celebrate to her,finally...........^^,celebrated jorh^^
Pk.Actually ,we doesn't know today is PK b'day....when i arrive my class ,they just told me.So we quickly went to wangsa bought the cakes for them...vit classmate~hmmmm.........1 is choc fruits cake the other 1 is cocktail fruits cake.......if not wrong~^^
Have a nice nite^^,sleep tight MY DEAR~~muackss.........

2010年10月28日星期四

Art Expo~

Yesterday,i went go art expo vit my course mates.
Enjoyed the art and painting from there,saw a lot different countries of artists.Many of art that i never seen it bfore.After the art expo,i'm just realize my design is just like dust ~no value ,no art at all~
Additionally,i "absorb"a lot of art knowledge from there.Now,i know how to using my design n painting skill to become better as well.But ,the way i felt disappointed is i no my own DSLR to catched the pics from there.....luckily my fren borrowed her camera to me.haiz~~~
Really enjoyed the trip in yesterday,even just went to art expo.But,i feel like went to many countries in a day~just few ringgits,i get the knowledge.....it's worth !!!!just few ringgits ,i get many signature's n photo from the artists.......opportunity.
Sometimes,go for those expo is good for us,bcause can improve ourselves n our knowledge at the same time.
Those Who r really love art,u should go n take a look from there....u would find ur way~

2010年10月26日星期二

Quite sad,when u say for me...

Quite sad,when the answer come out from u....i know tat idea is good for us...but,the answer.......really cruel.From ur answer,i know the result from ur mind~the answer really "cold".....
Actually,i hope the answer is not wat u r say for me just now.....i know,perhaps it would happen,even it wouldn't happen....but,i care bout ur answer~~T.T....i really care~~~~~可是,你已经说了你的真心话。。。。我知道了~

2010年10月25日星期一

Scare~~~~~

So scare now~~wat should i wan to do?????><.....haiz~~~~~
really scare nw~~May god bless me...............pls be punctual~~ok?U can de~

2010年10月23日星期六



~23.10.2010~


今天是我和你在一起一个月咯^^,很开心。。。
在这一个月里,并没有发生过不愉快的事。every moment r belong in sweet moment...^^
maybe i still nt the best 1,bt i hope i will be the best girlfren of u~
Dear,i love u~
*23.10.2010*

2010年10月7日星期四

^^

i change my relationship just now......just change it from SINGLE to IN A RELATIONSHIP,the results r....many ppl especially my frens click like for me.haha....thank u all ya~(07/10/2010).
But the problem is,when my parents see it on my profile.Wat they will think about me?shock?happy?angry?suddenly?


~Love~Love~Love~

(07/10/2010)

2010年9月28日星期二

Accept~

0924,our first memories~
0924,我们的纪念就在那里开此,^^。很突然?我也那么的认为。。。

2010年9月5日星期日

Should I?

Should i do it?Should I do tat?
Can u be a part of my secret?No body will know u n me......
Bcause i dun1 a lot of ppl know it~invite me go to watch movie?actually i wan it,bt.......i hav no time to do it~bcause bc on my job.......tat damn tired job.
When i work for tis job,i din hav a properly d rest day~
SORRY FOR ME ABOUT I CANT GO........

tired

Tis job really tired to me....although the time is free....bt dunno y.Dunno y always felt tired after bac to home.More tired than clerk...if want take it for my full time job,tat's NO........NO........n NO.......really hope i can fast to past tis month.bcause i scare for my job,TIRED,BORED,PRESSURED......n shit!

2010年8月29日星期日

Last for me

Tomorrow is my last exam paper lu~(B.M)
Haiz....bm ah...bm......y u always follow me jek...><
But anywhere ,bcause tomorrow is my last day to stay at college lu^^ ,after tomorrow....start my a month of sem break...muahaha~but still scaring my exam marks larh....dun forget it neh!!!
Besides that,some of my classmates wan to bac to their hometown lu......miss them ^^Take care ya...all of my fellow classmates,see u all on next sem ya...
After exam,i wan to start my part-time job lor,so........+U ah......^^

2010年8月26日星期四

Tis few days ,i felt alot of pressure r around of me...tat is,my exam.
last two day,i cant sleep in tight bcause always woke up in early morning(4 a.m).
Bfore the day my brain already stuck,my eyes r tired n painful,my back already tegak.
But ,i disappointed of my H.E(hubungan etnik),i even cant remember all of the note.When i start to wrote essay,i stucked on there.....n dunno wat should i wan to wrote.Finally ,i wrote as an essay like the moral essay.GOD!!!
But ,today my performance is not bad.....can do as well as i know.Tis all bcause i woke early in the morning n studying like a hell...and just can slept 4 hours without dreaming?haha....!Actually ,i should prepared last few week for all of these.^^hee~
Tis is my first time to run the exam on college,i cant explanation how scared tat i hav,how blur tat i even know....
Althouugh tat's hard to me...but i still wan to keep going it.....
Tomorrow is my english exam,2 hours to give us do all of the ques (include one essay-not less than 350 words,grammer,close passage n comprehension),how can done it all in 2 hours????><'''
But,try my best lor~U can do it d......RINEII

2010年8月15日星期日

我~~~

我到底想怎样啊?!!!!
怎么一时一样。。。。!!!

2010年8月9日星期一

想起~

突然间又想起。。。
不知道为什么,为什么。。。期待着哪天的来临。可是。。。心里有点不安。
不安的是,那一天会使我们最后一次的见面吗?不安的是,那一天之后会改变吗?不安的是,那一天会发生什么事。是伤是喜。。。我真的没有办法了解~我还笨到。。。两个星期前就想好要穿什么样的衣服出席。我还为了那一天,竟然很重视得会要买件衣服去搭配。
真的很想说,很想让自己知道,其实我根本就不重视!不在乎!可是,越不在乎我的心却越不是这样想。
有时,我真的不知道开心还是悲伤。因为,之从的那个“他”之后,我再也没有那一种“感觉”了~那感觉仿佛又漂浮在我心里。那就证明我不再想“他”,不再爱“他”了吗?可是悲伤的是,现在的这个“他”给我的感觉就好像当初的那个“他”一样。只是年龄和样貌的不同,可是现在的“他”却是和以前的“他”性格是相识的。
不知道为什么,自己偏偏喜欢上这种性格的人。

2010年8月6日星期五

Full House~


Just went bac from FULL HOUSE ,K.L.
Display of there are so sweet....bcause fully of white.....fully of flower n so on~
The more nicer is,we having a enjoyed supper at there,the chops are nice,the cakes not bad......n the drinks are awesome^^
3 gals n 4 boys so special,haha.....besides,we also take many photo at there for our memories wat^^

2010年8月4日星期三

想念你,daddy~

After i watched a video from facebook,i cant control myself.My tears was flowing down on my eyes~since u leave us till now,we be very stronger n more treasure to each other,we started how to protected ourselves when u not along us~we started to learn how to stronger since u not beside us~
Now~i know more general knowledge than other people,know how to growth up myself when i know i din hav father~i know sometimes my personality is badly but i'll try my best to change it as well as i can~
Sometimes,i felt jealous to the other family,bcause they hav a well father n can along with them forever n forever~i know my mind is so bad~but dunno y.......


DADDY......U LEAVE US 8 YEARS ALREADY~I KNOW AROUND TIS 8 YEARS ARE HAPPENED MANY THINGS .....BUT,WE LEARN MANY THINGS N KNOW MANY THINGS IN TIS 8 YEARS..。 Just from ur lover daugther~
妹妹~

2010年8月3日星期二

真的不知道你在想什么。。。。

我真的很想知道你到底在想什么,有时候你很认真地说。。。可是有时候你却开玩笑的回答我~
真的搞不懂你哪一句是真的?可是我真的很想知道,很想知道你心里的那句~真实话~。。。
你每次都说自己很老很大年级,搞到你好像已经有一把年纪。。。其实并不会啊,在这个年纪里,不是老。。。。是比别人成熟了,稳重了,比别人经历跟多东西而已。
年龄很重要吗??真的那么介意?
不知道18号会怎样了~和你出去。。。我应该开心呢?还是平常心好?
Anywhere。。。你先忙好你公司的事情先吧~

2010年7月30日星期五

Did i still believe u?

Did i still believe wat u said to me?Y suddenly u change ur relationship ?Is tat true?
Sometimes , i dunno know should i believe wat u said not???Hard to understand wat r u thinking bout......NOW~

2010年7月27日星期二

Y always found MEwhen i started wan to forget every thing from U~?
HAIZZ~~
U not old ,ok~

2010年7月24日星期六

2010年7月18日星期日

Dunno y...

Dunno y....i'm always care bout he whether on fb not.
Dunno y....i'm always cant control myself to check the line,see whether he at line not~bcause i hope to chat vit him.
Dunno y....i'm always .......always......
Can anybody tell me?
Something tat i determine the final but still fall in~

2010年7月16日星期五

烦。。。。。。。!!!!!!

原本想回到家,静静的休息。
怎知道多了三个搞蛋虫在我家,一个脾气臭+坏蛋,一个爱哭,还好另一个还蛮听话。。。。要不然怎的会晕倒><
还好,我的姐妹愿意听我‘扫苦’。哈哈。。。。
心情好了很多咯,只是想把心里的事说去来而已,那就已经ok了。因为不贪心~^^
看。。。。又开心回啦,muahahaha^^

2010年7月11日星期日

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RINEII~
always be happy...
always be wealthly....
always be kindness....
MAY GOD BLESS ME~everythings....wahahaha.....

2010年7月10日星期六

MY PRESENT~~~~T.T

MY PRESENT leave from me jorh~T.T
So REGRET now~i dun1 nike,puma,adidas,roxy ,especially SEMBONIA anymore~i just 1 COTTON ON d dress n the bell nia~T.T

2010年7月9日星期五

R u seriously?

Something tat i'm very hope can happening in my BIRTHDAY DAY~
Although i know tat is just a KIDDING.....
But thank ....you chat vit me~

2010年7月4日星期日

REALLY @@??

REALLY REALLY REALLY??I cant belive it~
Did i MISUNDERSTAND ur meaning from u?Or is just MY ONE"S OWN WISHFUL THINKING?

2010年7月3日星期六



Yesterday my fren help me celebrated my BIRTDAY DAY too^^....quite special.Bcause i never ever hav a BIRTDAY CAKE is a cone of ICE-CREAM before...haha,and the top of the ice-cream hav two candles for me to blow it ,two candles mean-20years old.Although it's not a slide of cake,but i'm already felt so happy......bcause it is more previous than cake jorh~Aftertat,i grt a t-shirt from SUB...tat's my second birthday present from my fren...love the t-shirt so much^^.... So,yesterday she monopolize everthings for whole day...

2010年7月2日星期五

美中不足。。。


Yesterday my frens celebrated my BIRTHDAY DAY for me...i'm really enjoyed and happy n i get a precious present from my fren.But...still hav something that i felt like lacking.Because i din blow the candle...HAIZ.
Besides that ,my fren make a mistake bout my BIRTHDAY DATE, so i get a early BIRTHDAY PARTY by last nite.My room mate n i went back setapak by 2++a.m in last nite...tired ><.haha...
Although this year d birthday day's was imported to me...because my west n chinese birthday r combine on same day.Hope ,i can get a UNFORGETTABLE n SPECIAL d birthday on 12 JULY ...HOPE it so much~ 

2010年6月27日星期日

HAPPY

so HAPPY^^.......bcause something was happening....in yesterday~

2010年6月8日星期二

BOOOORING~

Felt BORING in tis few days....but luckily i hav course works to DO....
HOPE today my family will come setapak find me lor....MISS~~

2010年4月28日星期三

谢谢你们~(上)

再见啦....倒数两天....倒数离开公司的时候了~
做了四个月,还真的不舍得....不舍得同事们和一直以来很照顾我的同事兼朋友^^
要不是她们/他们,我看我还是一个孤独的职员^^......要不是她们的指点....我看我还是一名搞不清楚状况的职员.....
还没经公司之前,还以为这里的员工都是严肃,认真,不容易相处.......还真的很怕随时会被责骂.可是已经到公司之后,原来以前都不是我想象的那么坏......原来她们是我想象中的反面.....
他们很会开玩笑,很轻切.....容易相处的人....当我做错了事,他们不但没责骂我,还包容我......教导我如何不再犯错......这一切,真的很感谢他们/她们......
要不是老板看在我妈的份上....我看我应该进不到这家公司吧?也很谢谢他~如果没请我的话,我看我这四个月不知道要怎么过.....怎么缴学费......
真的~
谢谢你们^^()
11:43 p.m

2010年4月27日星期二

轻松了很多....

今天的心情,比昨天和前天平复的很多.....
说出来真的很轻松,再也没有强迫自己把它压在心里的压力...说出来,让自己背的背包少了重量...也少了疲惫.
告诉自己.要勇敢直前......向经过我的人和事说再见......'你们'只会变成我的回忆.....生命力的动力,而不是成为我的负担与阻碍,阻碍我到未来的生活和思想~
虽然真的有些事让我打击很大....可是......我是时候要把它给锁起来了...

'你'........可以乖乖的,留在"那"吗?

2010年4月26日星期一

一切都忘了它吧....好吗?

昨天发生了一些事....把自己心里的秘密,给说了出来~虽然,那是一件我不想再提的事....也是一个我永世不会忘记的事.
原来....把一个藏在心里的事说了出来,会是自己意想不到的后果....是'上上签',心里顿时......顿时....莫名的......感动~
原来....之前....我都把一些负面的东西当成真......只有内心才是真的~