Moved already~

I moved my room today.I moved all the memories from old to new.Actually that room is full of of memories between you and me.Started relationship,first time knew how to been to my house,first time fetched me at there,first"kiss"of u and me,first hang out,first time sent me back to there after shopping or ate dinner vit ur family,first time change the relationship at fb from "single" to "in the relationship",first time done the scout for ur Birthday present,first time said "Happy Birthday"to you,first time played the Birthday piano song to u through the phone,first time thought how to wrote the Birthday card for you,first time cried bcause of u,first time hug u tight into ur warm breast........
I miss it SO!Just a year.........many things are happened around of me.I almost cant believe all those things.It isn't truth as.It isn't truth as?
Maybe new is better than old?Really full of memories.
Sometimes,i was think of I Love You more than i love myself when we're in relationship.But ,now i was think of u r love urself more than u love other person?
I hate my constellation sometimes.Love think the past and like nostalgia always!why they can forget it easily?But,i still miss it so!why they can act like nothing?But,i still care of him?why they can go for anywhere?But,i still over here!
AXXX!!!
write:27/11/2011,11:59pm

U R LEAVE FROM ME,FROM MY HAND~FAR....FAR.....away! T.T

I hear it

i hear a sound was slash.So clear and truth.When can i start my class?I so bored here,make me keep thinking a lot of THINGSSSS!i dunno wat's going on to me.Rineii~~~~
Yesterday(18.04.2011),i went out vit my fren.He invited me go for a movie's.This is my first time went out vit a guy for the movie after i break up vit u.The feeling is totally different from u.But it can make me memories the memory of me and u obviously.We're always love shopping,watching movie's,dinner at 1u.I love to hold ur hand when shopping.Bcause i felt so warm from ur hand n safe to stay vit u.Moreover,i also love to smell the smelling of ur perfume.But....now.T.Tall r gone.
Last sunday i went to pc fair.I was invited the same guy to accompany went to bought the printer.I thought if tat person is u,u will give me some idea i sure~But....everything are gone.T.T
I...I........was nothing can say.

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I hate sick><!--So exhausting...... I miss u so~today(16/4/2010),we're leave to each other already 2 months.How r u lately?well...I'm start to get boring on mine life(without u and ur voice around of me),especially saturday and sunday.Where r u now?T.T
So quiet now till i am afraid.Quiet is because i cant hear ur voice,quiet because i cant hold ur hand tight.Quiet is because i cant hear ur heartbeat when i hug u,quiet because i cant see u any more.T.T
So moody then.CRYING.....(listening music)

Memories~

Today i went to Giza mall for my dinner.Besides,we went to the sushi restaurant(I-Chiban)"again". I'm seat on the same place, same table,same direction as well.T,T
Full of memories...(to depress my tears).Luckily i no order the same meal T.T
i see ur photo just now,u're looking good n happy now.
But the memories always around me~
I MISS YOU~

Did you know ~

I'm still LOVING you!.........
Although that is how hurt i am.I still waiting a miracle from me and you !I almost thinking of you.Even a song,place or idol that you always act ,sing or we're went the place b4,all the memories are naturally emerges in my mind.Can i looked back to last year??
I was tiring to suppress my feelings and make my self to smile and happy.Therefore,i keep going out with mine frens, to forget YOU temporarily.I was trying to make my self tired and tired ,even back home late.Bcause u always asked me "y u dont want hang out vit ur frens?u doesn't feel boring when u stay at the house?Find some things to do lar~."I'm still remember these word that you asked me b4.So i keep to making my life to be more colorful as u hope me to do.I still remeber it~.............did u know?sometimes i was feel so stupid and regret .Dunno y~just hav the feelings of these.
Hard to delete ur memories in mine mind!




I am waiting a MIRACLE~Did u?