Have been long time no write n refresh my blog

Start to busy on my assignments ,whoooo(have a sigh)....Can not imagine how busy for the following days that there will be waiting for me.Last night,I was discussed about "2012" with my house mate.I'm just realize ....I'm scare to die and also fear of missing every things around me,especially my family.I know this is a sensitive topic but I guess most of you will think about it.When I was in the form 3 ，I was insomnia for three days and even cried.Because I'm not dared to slept when I closed my eyes all those negative scenes was shown on my mind!That is horrible and full of afraid . However, somebodies choose to not believe but I choose to believe it(perhaps u can say that I stupid or silly ). Therefore, I'm decide to LOVE my family  because we do not know  when they would be leave me.Make a deep breath and looking forward.

Already passed for 8 months later,I'm still in S LIFE.The days without you are not very well but I try to make my life more exciting and colourful even though I'm dislike it. No matter how I miss you,everything should be gone.Although my mouth say to forget you but I know I'm lying myself and my heart .Reality is so cruel and you  may not use any reasons to stay for how much unwilling that you do not want to accept .Perhaps you have been accustomed for you life.I LOVE YOU!